Monday, June 22, 2009
quick peek
spent half an hour trying to remember my Blogger account n password. Hhhhhh saking lamanya i abandoned this blog.... kangen posting, pengen cerita2 tapi bakal menyita time n space... jadi meanwhile,mau posting foto2 aja. Here are some pics from last night. Infinito sang at Fatahilah, for Batavia Art Festival (or sumtin like that)... We opened the night's celebration, sang four songs, trus melipir ke Museum Keramik buat foto2 deeeeh....





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Wednesday, March 25, 2009
my heart skipped a beat
"Its only change, only everything I know.. Even the things that seems still are still changing"
So many changes, its overwhelming.. I'm off to find some peace of mind.
"I will let go if you will let go" ~ben folds
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Thursday, December 25, 2008
worst xmas ever
I thought after what happened last year I couldn’t possibly be any more miserable, but guess what? Life has a funny way of sneaking up behind you and kicks your ass. I actually believed that these last few days of the year would be filled with happy moments, and life would actually turn in my direction. Its my turn to be happy. But no. The moment has passed, completely ruined, and I don’t think things will ever be the same again. I no longer anticipate it with joy n excitement. Right now it just tastes sour, if not bitter. And I am beyond sad, I am numb.
Think of me any way you want
I can be the problem if that’s easier
In your head, move the pieces around
Things I’ve said, turn the memory upside down
And it makes it better I know
But sometimes its hard to swallow
In time I will fade away.stopped scribbling at 6:56 AM
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
gaaahh
Been having severe tummyache for weeks now. I really really really hope its nothing serious (cause I despise having to endure another harassing endoscopy-colonoscopy. I feel violated. And the thing they gave me the night before the procedure, whatsisname, that horrendous liquid that used to make me puke n poop til I faint in the bathroom (you’d think all the trauma will at least leave the liquid’s name engraved into my brain, but I’m that forgetful, so). Where was i?
I’d rather gone through another gastric bypass than do this whole endo/colonoscopic shit. Anyway, why don’t they just give me 15 shots of tequila instead? Works exactly the same n when I wake up the next morning I would be too hung over to remember having my ass molested in front of all the creepy interns the day before. Everybody’s happy.
except the parents, dats fo sho.
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Friday, December 19, 2008
sick n broke. what are the odds.
When I am ill (like NOW) all hell breaks loose. Worse than PMS, way worse. When the headache finally disappear *cross fingers* I might regret the whole frickin thing bout me being an ass, but for now, I just couldn’t give a shit.
Oh and I’m totally broke from those entire book shopping. (Bought a shitload of imported music books and calling it investment. I just hope I could talk daddy into reimbursement heaven).
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Monday, November 17, 2008
Hello Kitty
Last Saturday I played at a wedding, and this time I was paired to a reed player, that usually plays in an orchestra. Practice was a total disaster, but the actual performance was quite satisfying. I don’t know bout him, but I had a great time!
At workplace, I got a new piano student, a 4yo ultracute girl named Katlena (Kitty). Funny, cos I’m used to greet my students with a cheerful hello, so it was kinda awkward with her (Hello Kitty?). Anyway its quite challenging to teach a 4yo. I had to double as a kindergarten teacher cos she cant read/write yet, so we’re playing with colors n stories. It took a lot of energy, n by the end of the class I’m drained. Too much smiling! From now on you wont see me smiling during weekdays cos I’m saving ‘em all up for those 45min session with Kitty.
Btw I bought Les Choristes DVD. Awesome.
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Monday, September 01, 2008
last week
i went for a week to bandung for this choir competition held by ITB uni. We entered 2 categories, Female Choir and Mixed Chamber Choir, and i guess the not-so-hard work paid off cos we got Gold Medal for Female and Silver for Mixed Chamber. Here are some of the photos, i'll try to add more later (mesti grab sana-sini dulu.. hehe)





anyway, sebenernya ada banyak yg pengen ditulis (termasuk happy bday to me last august 2nd.. hiks), but ga bisa sekarang.. hhh...
oh and happy fasting everyone! c y'all soon :)
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