Wednesday, April 30, 2008


MOVIE MARATHON

In less than 24 hours I’ve watched:
• Surf’s Up
• Sydney White
• How She Dance
• Blonde and Blonder
• 27 Dresses

Excuse me while I go to the bathroom and puke.

Next in line are:
• Penelope
• Bridge to Terabithia
• The Golden Compass
• August Rush
• Juno
• Sweeney Todd
• The Eye (Hollywood Version)
• The Orphanage (yes Lenny, wish me luck)

stopped scribbling at 4:25 AM

Tuesday, April 29, 2008


PLAYING TAG

Ok this is from Angie, who recently made a weblog on behalf of her half-brother, Benny, woof woof excitement!
Oh n remind me to create a link for Benny’s blog, which I’ll be visiting much often, specially now that I don’t have my own pet to amuse me (-_-)..



10 RANDOM FACTS/HABITS ABOUT ME

1. I eat bowls of ice cubes like you’d normally eat chips.
2. I can eat like a pig and not gain an ounce. Fuck.
3. I desperately want my boobs and my ass back the way they were. Right now they’re simply non-existent.
4. The night before my surgery I throw my meds down the balcony to the hospital’s parking lot. It’s either the meds or meself.
5. Sometimes I don’t know who my friends are.
6. I get hungry every 2 hour.
7. I don’t like mineral water on room temperature.
8. I can eat instant noodles morning noon and night.
9. I shamelessly collects Bring It On series, 1-4 (shut up)
10. I hate school reunions.

See anything in common?

stopped scribbling at 4:24 AM

Thursday, April 24, 2008


MUNCH

Today’s a bitch, thank you very much. I need some space. You, are breathing my air. Fuckin move.

After teaching, I went food shopping for the whole family. Bought Ya Kun Kaya Toast (butter for me and cheese for dad), a box of KFC for bro/sis, Roast Duck with Rice for me, and Beef La Mien for mom.

And that is how I lose my savings. I spoiled them way much.

stopped scribbling at 4:23 AM

Wednesday, April 23, 2008


YOU DONT OWN ME

I don’t need rules and limitations, not from you anyway. I’ve been living like this for years before you showed up and things are fine the way they are so back off. My world does NOT revolve around you.

I like you a lot but this is a part of me that you can’t touch.

stopped scribbling at 4:21 AM

Thursday, April 17, 2008


DROP IT

Does it really necessary to act tough? I mean, not just tough but jerk-tough. Show them it doesn’t affect you? That you don’t give a shit?
It’s ok to mourn. It’s what makes you human.

Drop the act. I know the real you. You’re a kind and sensitive person, and you’re perfect that way.

stopped scribbling at 4:20 AM

Tuesday, April 15, 2008


MOOHSICK

(Listening to Andrew Lloyd Webber Collection – Anything but lonely)


Ok, bad case of flu and Webber does NOT compliment each other. High pitched voices do NOT improve my headache. So why am I still singing (ok shrieking) along to Unexpected Song and Pie Jesu? Persistence is the keyword here.

“Saaaaay youuuuu love me every waaaaaking mohment…” *shriek,shriek, animals run wild*

Oh Sarah shut up already.
*trying to push the stop button… the stop button… aaarrrghhhhh…*

CLICK. Die you, die.



Do you know on my average cold & flu day I could spend up to 2 large rolls of tissue? And I wonder why I got rash all over my face. And chipped my nose.

What else, what else..

The younger vocalist of Yovie & Nuno, he’s cute. Geeky cute. I don’t know if he’s that cute in person cos I only saw him like 3 times on TV, dan 3-3nya videoclip yg sama.

Oh yeah I should be working on the music for this wedding job with Infinito Singers. I would, right after I manage to stand up straight. And I have to look for the old music sheets from February’s concert cos we’re also gonna play April Love and Love is a many splendor things. And Mahadaya Cinta. Why the couple want us to sing Mahadaya Cinta (dimana kita sudah pasti akan menyanyikannya dengan lebay berat) is beyond me.


Ooh I love this song, Longer. And Reality. And Arthur’s Theme.
Could I BE any cheesier? *Chandler style*

Now why can’t they request those songs instead?

Um, maybe because Reality is kinda depressing? Doh.

I’m sorry sometimes I got a bit carried away doing this monologue. This is what you’ll turn into after months of being isolated from civilization. Well I do dip a toe into civilization, like, twice a week, tops. Maybe this is what early Alzheimer feels like, no?

If you get caught between the moon and NYC, best that you can do is fall in love.

Is it true, Angie? Lenny? Ken? (oh I forgot, the last person hasn’t visited this page for ages)


I’ll leave you with this old tune by Glenn Frey.

I know you need a friend, someone you can talk to
Who will understand what you’re going through
When it comes to love, there’s no easy answer
Only you can say what you’re gonna do

I heard you on the phone, you took his number
Said you were alone, but you’d call him soon
Isn’t he the guy, the guy who left you crying?
Isn’t he the one who made you blue?

When you remember those nights in his arms
You know you gotta make up your mind

Are you gonna stay with the one who loves you
Or are you going back to the one you love?
Someone’s gonna cry when they know they’ve lost you
Someone’s gonna thank the stars above

What you gonna say when he comes over?
There’s no easy way to see this through
All the broken dreams, all the disappointments
Oh girl, what u gonna do?

Your heart keeps saying “it’s just not fair”
But still you gotta make up your mind

Are you gonna stay with the one who loves you
Or are you going back to the one you love?
Someone’s gonna cry when they know they’ve lost you
Someone’s gonna thank the stars above

stopped scribbling at 4:15 AM

Monday, April 14, 2008


WORD

Sometimes in life you’re bound to get caught in those tricky situations where someone could get hurt in order for another person to be happy. It’s inevitable. There isn’t any other way, at least not that I know of.

In the end, the happiness you get isn’t all that good n fulfilling. You don’t even think it’s worth it.
The sadness just won’t stop eating you up inside and suddenly all you got are a heart filled with little holes in it.

Faith.

I don’t really know what it means but I know that every person needs it.
And I still don’t have it.

So where does that leave me?

stopped scribbling at 4:09 AM