Sunday, July 27, 2008


I AM SO LOVIN' IT

This is my first time belajar membatik! in two hours, hasilnya bisa dilihat dibawah, berturut2 the works of yours truly, my brother, my sister, and my mom. Thanks mom, this is great!!! cant wait to buy our own batik kit n go wild at home!!!









The next picture is the batik session at the sanggar, JawaJawiJava. Dad took the pic, then went back to work at the lounge. He didnt wanna be left home alone so he brought his laptop and went with us.

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Friday, July 25, 2008


highschool boyfriends

Here are some of my highschool bestfriends. They're practically family.





2 of them is getting married soon. I know after that things'll change but i hope we'd still be able to hang out every once in a while. They always know how to cheer me up n make me laugh. AAAAH ngapain kawin cepet2 sih?!?!?! HUUUUUUU!!!!


nah i didnt mean that. i want whats best for them, and if it means they have to grow up then be it.

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Monday, July 21, 2008


i'd kill for a full body massage

yesterday the whole family went to Puncak except me cos i have this choir practice in the afternoon. and no batik class. yet. damn you. i've been lookin forward to this n now i must wait for another frickin week aaaaarghhhh i'm so bored i'm chewing on a newspaper now. anyway i'm working on this final report n i hv to connect to this internet, using this lame-o wimode that keep on disconnecting every 3 minutes. imagine how that feels like. and the mosquitos, i swear, theyre multiplying every god damn night, sucking the blood outta my anemic ass, n making my shitty life a total hellllllllllll. its not fair that polar bears is in the verge of extinction, while those tiny good-for-nuthin bloodsuckers will live for another thousands of years to come. insane.

anyway have u ever watched this ventriloquist (spelling?) Jeff Dunham and his puppets? Available on YouTube. I love Achmed the Dead Terrorist and Peanut. Cracks me up.

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Sunday, July 13, 2008


cranky artist, yes i am

Click to view my Personality Profile page

ISFP - The "Artist"
Jung/Myers/Briggs Personality Types

ISFPs are artistic, creative, loyal and sensitive. They have a keen appreciation for beauty because of their highly developed senses. They are easy to get along with and live in the "here and now". ISFPs are adaptable, caring, independent and like to contribute to the well-being of others. They are typically hard to get to know.

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AT LAST! sumtin to look fwd 2

Every Sunday morning for 3 months starting next week you can find me at Jawa Jawi Java, Cipete, belajar membatik! Yay i’m so excited! A friend of mom owned the sanggar, and mum wanted to look around so she asked me n my sister to go with her (and i missed my choir practice, sorry guys. Hey the owner turns out to be one of our benefactors, so wouldn’t it be good if I join her sanggar?). The place also teaches Gamelan, Javanese dance, International dance, and Aikido. We saw a student paint on a small piece of fabric using canting and she looked like she’s having too much of a good time and the excitement is ON, I tell ya, we already started imagining what we want to draw ourselves, so we (other than me, mum, sis, we sign in our brother too cause its a minimum of 4 person per class) decided to join the batik class right off. Cant wait! Anggi, wanna join?

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Friday, July 11, 2008


i am a vampire but i lost my fangs

Congrats to Senaz for her 2nd pregnancy, i hope both of them are doing fine n healthy n most of all, happy. One of my friend, Vivi, is writing a book and i dunno if its already been published or not, she promised me to send me her writings for me to review. She’s writing about her chaotic family, n knowing her hyperbolic personality, I’m guessing the book should be hilarious. At first, she wanted to write about us, 11 ladies n the dysfunctional friendship we have since 1999. Personal stories include. And that’s enough reason for the other 10 of us to reject the idea of her writing our story for public. No no no no no.

Last week I’m down with all sorts of illness. Flu, fever, anemia, arthritis n period. And I got chapped lips that was cut pretty deep I couldn’t open my mouth n therefore I couldn’t eat n as u can imagine no food intake means losing weight. When my body weight already equals my shoe size, just imagine what I look like NOW. FUCK.
In my desperate moment I even made myself THE MILK. You know, one I couldn’t stand, one that mum made me drink, one that’s filled with every good vitamins proteins minerals but taste like shiet (no its not that bad but whats weird is I vomit everytime I drink it). But that night I almost passed out n I realize it might be the one thing that could save my ass so I drink half n throw away the rest (hey at least I’ve tried, its hard enough to keep the first half down).

I’m really, really tired. It took 7 days for me to be able to get up from bed and do the usual activities. And just when I’m feeling better, it is time for my teaching schedule, followed by working on progress report of my current project, non stop til 2 am last nite and this morning I was greeted by dad’s paperworks.

I need some well deserved holiday. And a trip to the doctor. Its been 4 months since last time I went there. He must’ve thought I’m dead already.

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Thursday, July 10, 2008


the sun shines but i dont. that makes the 2 of us mr.iha

Goodnight, to every little hour that you sleep tite
May it hold you through the winter of a long night
And keep you from the loneliness of yourself
Heart strung is your heart frayed and empty
Cause its hard luck, when no one understands your love
Its unsung, and i say
Goodnight, my love, to every hour in every day
Goodnight, always, to all thats pure thats in your heart

Goodnight, may your dreams be so happy and your
Head lite with the wishes of a sandman and a night light
Be careful not let the bedbugs sleep tight nestled in your covers
The sun shines but i dont
A silver rain will wash away
And you can tell, its just as well
Goodnight, my love, to every hour in every day
Goodnight, always, to all thats pure thats in your heart

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Wednesday, July 09, 2008


cant make someone love you with a song

Lately i couldnt stop listening to my classical playlist, that include works of my favorite composers, Liszt, Chopin and Rachmaninov. Here are few pieces i recommend:
Franz Liszt’s Ballade no.2 in B minor and his piano transcription of Wagner’s “Isolde’s Liebestod”, from the opera “Tristan und Isolde”.
Chopin’s Ballades (all 4 of them), Nocturne in C sharp minor, and Barcarolle in F sharp major op.60.
As for Rachmaninov’s, you should listen to Elegie, Moment Musicaux op.16 no.4, and i added one of Debussy’s work, L’isle Joyeuse.

I remember watching in awe as Monica and Deetje played one of Chopin’s Berceuse and Barcarolle during one of the many concerts i’ve watched as a student of this particular music school. I was around 13, n that was the start of my love for Classical music.

Jadi pengen belajar piano lagi...

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