Tue, July 19th
Welcome back, boifwend! hehehe
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Mon, July 18th
Perasaan tadi malem mesen taxi Blue Bird kok yang nongol pagi2 Silver Bird yak??? Gilaaaa $6.00 dari rumah ke kampus!!! Daylight robbery!!!! Hiks hiks hiks...
Ok here’s sumtin freakishly creepy. One of pembantunya my bestfwend, Secar de lil hobbit, tadi siang ditangkep polisi di rumahnya Secar, for an ATTEMPT OF MURDER. And to make matters worse, its his SECOND attempt of murder. Katanya he got drunk n tried to kill this poor guy in front of Secar’s house!!! And d whole family didnt know about his criminal record! Dan Secar sering ditinggal dirumah berduaan aja ama itu orang! She said he looked harmless, and he used to babysits Cisco n they get along fine.
HELLOOOOO, he babysits your huuuge, aggressive Rottweiler a.k.a Mr.Macho Killer-dog... OF COURSE THEY GOT ALONG REAL FINE!!!! THEY’RE IN THE SAME BUSINESS, FOOL!!! Remember when i crashed in at ur place n u had to smuggle me thru d BACK DOOR from your OTHER house (with connecting door) so that damn pup didnt notice me (or else he’ll nibble at my THIGHS for a late-nite SNACK) n we had to climbed up d stairs n tip toed all d way to your room????? GAAAAHHHh...
Anyhoo, tadi pagi Krish sms, udah setengah jalan pesawatnya rusak jadi balik lagi ke Riyadh. I’m just glad they decided to come back.. daripada nekat nerusin trus pesawatnya knapa2??? Hiiiiihhh... (^_^!) Trus 1pm i texted him tapi pending, n ditelpon tapi masuk ke mailbox. Lets just think positive, “Oh he’s already on d next flight here”.
I’ll wait til 10.30pm before calling d airport. What plane is he taking again? Adam Air, if i’m not mistaken.
Its Arab Air, you idiot.
Btw when i told mom about this, she kinda freaked out coz last nite she had a strange dream about K, that dia pamit mau pulang. ADE APEEEEE?????? Jangan macem2 deh ah..
Dear God, i know You’re busy n probably got much more important things to do rather than reading this stupid blog, but if U happen to read my mind right now (hoping You’d bloghoppin was just too much to ask anyway), hear my plea n please bring him home safely 2 me...
Amen.
Listening to : Mozart, W.A – Lacrimosa, a creepy song taken from d motion picture soundtrack “Amadeus”
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Sun, July 17th
Recently playing :
1) Chante Moore – Wey u
2) Blue Six - Pure
3) Res – They say vision
4) Tamia – Officially missing you
5) Tamia – So into you
6) Natalie Cole – More than you’ll ever know
7) Glenn Lewis – Fall again
8) see number 7
9) see number 8
10) got tired of track 7 n move on with Disco Montego – Beautiful
11) Her Space Holiday – Japanese gum
12) Mew – King Christian
13) feelin classical n choose Glinka – Russlan and Ludmilla : Overture
14) Bernstein – Candide : Overture
15) Charpentier – Te Deum : Prelude ..and felt like i’ve been transported to UK, walkin thru d gate of Buckingham Palace to be exact.
16) Johann Sebastian Bach – Brandenburg Concerto no.2 ..Yep! still in London.
17)Tchaikovsky – 1812 overture .. if u listened carefully to this song, you’ll hear the first few bars of Indonesia’s national hymn, “Dari Sabang sampai Merauke”. A coincidence? I dont think so.
18) back to Mew with No Shadow Kick. Did he speaks Chinese in this track?
19) Sassy – Kiss you. *sigh.. i miss d good ol makeout session..
20) back to Mr.Glenn Lewis. Ohhh yesss i do, babyyyy, i doooooo....
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ok, this singlehood-thing here is evidently flippin n trippin me out. I need to get a life.
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Sat, July 16th
On 12:00 am, boifwend texted me. He wrote all these nice things he wished for us on our 2nd mth 2gether. And on 04:00am he texted me again, coz its 12:00 at his place. HOW SWEET WAS THAT!!! *Toothache! Toothache!* heheheh...
Cooked breakfast. I made three dellllicious beef-n-egg burgers fer me and dad. THREE. i was gonna made 2 but somehow d good side won and i made 3. One for the pig.
Di kampus gak sempet latian, lsg ke Cengkareng 4 d wedding.
They had a semi-formal wedding, down at the golf range. D decor was clean, simple yet very stylish. It looked classy n elegant. Perfect, if it wasnt for d rain.
Ternyata band yang maen malemnya tuh band-nya Ade (gabungan Brown Sugar n After 9), and they sang really well. Biasanya kalo maen di NYC tuh mbawain lagu2 upbeat hiphop rnb etc. This time they’re playing Glenn Lewis’ “Fall again”, Baby Face’s “You make me feel brand new”, Blackstreet’s “In a rush” and other romantic songs.
Btw, hearing that Glenn Lewis’ song played live made me fell in love with d singers.. (^_^!) i mean.. d effect was amazing! In that moment, i’d probably say I DO to anyone at all. Which is scary.
And boy do they really know how to get girls’ attention. I was peacefully eating my 4th roll of Peking Duck when they started to sing “You make me feel brand new” (which i requested b4). I deserted the damn duck n ran thru d golf course to d main building, in d middle of d rain, just to watched them performed it live.
And here’s d thing. One of my friend from PSMUT likes him. I tried playing lil miss matchmaker but he returned my sms saying its me he wants. YEEEEHHH.. guess things havent changed that much since 2001.
Note to self : the other singers name are Bowo and Leo. Leo is nice, you like him. The tall and married one. Yes, thats him.
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Fri, July 15th
Mom told me to cancel the taxi order n drove me 2 campus herself. A.D.E.A.P.E ?
(@_@)? Hehehe tapi mayanlah menghemat $3. 00 AAAND i got there on time. Thanks mom!
Positively sure i flunked the exam, though. (^_^)v
Latian ma PSMUT buat kawinan besok. Ternyata kita nyanyi pas pemberkatan, jadi right next to the altar. They told us to wear sumtin formal, preferably black/white gown. I’ve never been on a –grand!- christian wedding ceremony before so this should be interesting.
Went home with Erry, Didot n her friend, forgot her name. And speaking bout forgetting names, on our way to the parking lot, somebody called me loud and clear, “Fenina!!” and i turned around, again with that stupid look on my face, squinting n trying to take a good look at each and every man that stood there, gave up after d squinting started to hurt my eyes n said “Huh??.. Sorry i cant see properly, forgot my glasses!!” and ran away.
One of these days, my poor memory capacity will surely kill my social life.
Writer’s note : last nite she crashed on her friend’s n left my present untouched. NOT a decent thing to do for a grown up person –i didnt say MATURE- who wants other people to look up to her and pay her sum gosh fukin darn respect she wanted soooo bad.
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Thu, July 14th
Bu Mieke pucet banget tadi pas ngajar Mechanical Engineering II. Kayanya vertigonya kumat. I felt bad 4 her. Tadi ngajar cuma 75mins n ngasi homework, and left us blinkin stupidly at the hw material she drew on d whiteboard.
I suck at this subject. Hate it hate it hate it.
Meet up with Secar after practice, ngobrol dibwh ged.C sambil mam glazed potato donuts n drinkin cappucino, dah kaya police on a stake-out mission. I am so gonna miz her..
Went home just to have massive arguments with my sistr. She went ballistic on me over a stupid, shallow reason thats not even worth mention here. I fukin hate that childish pig at the moment. That crazy barbaric mofo got no manner AT ALL. I wasnt gonna play along with her but she kept pushing me so shit happened.
Tried to i cool meself off by doing sum grocery-shopping with my auntie n i saw these really cute lunchbox, 1 was shaped like a pig, n 1 was a puppy. Bought 2 of them coz d pup looked damn cute n bought d pig coz i know how much she loves anything that comes in pig shapes. Also bought a lil card, wrote “I’m really sorry” n put em on her bed.
I’m trying to be the bigger person here so help me God. Open her eyes, her mind and her heart, and make her appreciate d effort i gave her. I was hurt real bad n if she pushes me even a teensy bit further than she did just now, i’d probably hurt her back SO FUKIN BAD i might not regret it.
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Wed, July 13th
I wasnt gonna find out bout my result on Programming at all, but this morning i arrived 30 mins earlier n got nothin to do, so i walked downstairs n checked out d scores anyway.
And there it was. A letter “C”, next to my name.
Yes, I got a C for programming, which i thought i’d fail.
I LOVE THIS DAY!!!!!!!!
Now all i gotta do is fill out sum forms n hand them b4 August 20th, and i’ll be off to 9th floor in no time! WOO HOO!!! (finally!!! Heh heh...)
Hmm.. went home just 2 find my house BERANTAKAN. Padahal baru sehari ditinggal yayah pulang kampung, n masih 5 hari lagi until she comes back. I’m not in d mood 2 do sum chores so i took a nap instead.
Woke up at 6pm, feelin dizzy n nauseated, went downstairs to eat but it didnt do much. I feel like i’m gonna throw up anytime soon. What is it with me this time?
Then i found out that its that time of d month again. Figures. (^_^!)
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Tue, July 12th
Went swimming with dad after class. i’m not much good of a swimmer, i cant even float properly. Look at dad, he floats effortlessly. Like a dead fish. He swims real well.. ngiri.. (-_-!)
Sorenya ketemuan ma Ken Egar Donny n Daisy di Wendys, baru jalan ke Semeru, which is a really fuked-up music studio. Thank God they got a nice, standard keyboard that works properly.
I like Egar’s song, sumtin bout burnin’ d wicked or sumtin. He sang real well.
Went to Dharmawangsa Square fer dinner @Sumpit. I thought they were talkin bout a restaurant called Chopstick, but it turned out d name of d place was actually “Sumpit”. Ordered Kwetiau. Again. I dont even like kwetiau of ANY KIND. Why do i keep ordering that stupid food over n over again?????? I ate d meat n thats it. Man, gotta put an end to this love-hate relationship with that annoying food.
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Things i love about my boifwend
1) i love his smile
2) i love d way he (k)
3) i love d way he loves me perfectly
4) i love his never ending passion, kindness n understanding
5) i admire his sense of tolerance
6) i love d way he appreciate those small things i did 4 him
7) i love being around him, knowing i can trust him with my heart
8) i love d way he eagerly replies my messages right away.. hehe... cute
9) i love d secure n comfortable feelings he gave me
10) i love everything he does that makes my feelings for him grows stronger and stronger each day
There. That should make it easier for all of us to move on, right?
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Mon, July 11th
Its only been a day since i last saw my boifwend n i miss him already.. heheheh doamu terkabul nak... dikangenin juga akhirnyaaa... hueheheheh..
Thankyew Avin n neng Vivi yg –tumben- ngga ngenyek pas gue pour ma heart outtt. I’ll try not to bug you that often.
My boifwend nginep di Movenpic hotel. Kaya nama resto.. Marche? Move-n-pick.. geddit? Hmm hope he’ll find whatever he’s lookin for, n get whatever he may ask. Amin.
