Tue, Jan 18th

Fooled me once, shame on you.
Fooled me twice, shame on me.

Mon, Jan 17th

Here’s d thing. He left his new Sony Ericsson Z21010(?) cellphone at home coz meirsja’s gf wants to buy it so he left to bali with no communication device of any kind. So i tried calling his bandmates, Pasha: Changed his phone number. Echa: unable to connect. Ivan: Not active. Rudy: i lost his phone number (GODDAMMIT!). Ronny: immediately answered d phone with his cheerfully bubbly greetings “HAAAAIIII OTZUUUUUU” ... and then i asked him can i please talk to my boyfriend and get this:
1. he’s no longer with the band
2. they’re already in Makassar
3. he’s not with them (??!!)
4. they thought he’s still in Jakarta (@#$%$*&??!!!)
5. they’re surprised that i dont know any single thing bout him quitting d band (DONTUSETHATSNICKERINGTONEWITHMEYOUSONOFAWH*RE!!!)
6. dont worry he’s not entirely quit d band, he’s doing d managerial thingee
7. he lives with Jefta n couple of other peeps, NOT all male community
8. he’s been planning all this since i dunno when..

Lets have a moment of silence for this girlfriend’s dignity.

Called Rifi, answered by this women (ACK!!!) who introduced herself as his friend named Yoni, saying he’s still asleep and knocked on his door (Knock=Separate room. Good.) but there’s no answer. Ok so i told her to give him my msg (call me back a.s.a.p!)

You should’ve seen my face during d whole conversation.

Called Jefta, asked him WHO D HELL IS THAT YONI WOMAN and asked him is it true that my boyf is now living with him. “Yes, thats true”. And d womannnn? “Oh man i’ve nothing to do with any of that!” and i was like WHATTHEF???? Any of WHAT???? And he had to go pay his groceries. Neat.

Mind games. Tons of scenarios. None of them good. Headache.

Called meirsja, his lil brother, asked him did he knows bout any of this, and he’s as clueless as i am. That’s a good thing, i sppose.. well then i asked him not to tell his family bout this until Rifi decided to bring up d subject himself.

He finally called, saying:
1. yes, he quit d band
2. yes, he now work on d management dept
3. yes, he’s not going to Makassar at all
4. yes, he now lives with Jefta
5. he didnt told me all that coz he dont want me 2 get all worried
6. he also haven’t told his family bout this coz they’ll surely asks him to come home right away, when there he is, still wanting to know how far he could push his limits in tryin 2 survive all by himself
7. that Yoni women, is someone who rent a room next to him, and also trying to find a job in Bali, and used to cook/clean/do their laundry 4 cash. Dont worry. (dont worry my ass..)

what else..what else.. OH
8. he insist on leaving yesterday instead of today (which is his BIRTHDAY for God’s sake) coz he had an appointment with this man (business thing, i dunno) who’s busy n only available today, of all day in this frickin year.

Oh and he didnt know the address of his current residence. *sigh* told him to go look it up n text me a.s.a.p...

Well.. i feel slightly better.. then i went to Wijaya 2 watch Kung Fu Hustle with Pia Nala Handi Eja (picked him up @his house). Met Sheila n her boyf d bboy (totally forgot his name.. Adi or sumtin. Adi as in Fadly? Or was it sheila’s ex’s name? Which is d bestfriend-turns-enemy of her current boyf? Ah i’m hopeless..)

Oh her bboyin’ boyf knows some of Krishna’s Laptenerdz friends (chino n thesa)

Anyway d movie was a hoot.. hee hee

Edwin came by to help me work on my City Planning assignments. Thankee, dude..

WHAT A LONG DAY.. WHAT A LONG DAY INDEED..


Sun, Jan 16th

Nganter Rifi ke airport, mau balik ke Bali.. *sad, sad, saaaad face* baru juga ketemu sehari dah pulang lagi.. huhuhu.. sebal.. sebaaaallllllllll !!!! ngga sebel sih.. banyakan sedihnya.. it’s very hard to let him go back there.. yesterday was perfect, and it tore me apart having to let him leave again.. and the second he entered the check-in door, i missed him already *frown*

I MISSED YOU ARIEF YANINDRA POHAN !!! DAMN YOUUuuuu...

(gosh this is absolutely d opposite of my nu year resolution! Ah but then again, since when does my nu year resolutions actually managed to become reality? So i shouldnt be at all surprised)

Had dinner @Rifi’s house with his mum n Meirsja. He drove me to Pin Alley to meet Ihsan n his friends. He returned my Chloe CD n drove me home.

I cant believe he’s not here anymore..

Ps: apologies to all my fellow PSMUT for skipping rehearsal n not telling u til last minutes.. irresponsible, i know, but he’s worth d bickering n bitching. Shoot.